The worst 2 days of my life

You were fine Saturday. How could you be so sad and have all those things going on with you that the vet said just one day later? I couldn't stand leaving you in that vet office overnight - there was nothing she was going to do for you anyway.

So we stayed up the night together. I hope it made it a little less uncomfortable for you - I tried to brush and pet you as much as I could. Just so you would know I was there, for those times I wasn't talking to you telling you how much I love you.

Then this morning, more trouble breathing and moving. You're breaking my heart seeing you in such a horrible state. I love you so much, you're too young for this...you're only 11. We've been through so much together, you were always there for me. You knew when I needed you. You have the best eyes, I just know what you're saying with those eyes. I don't think it was every possible for me to love you as much as you loved me...and I love you alot.

You left me so suddenly. I hope you heard me talking to you as you passed away. I hope the last words you heard me say were that I love you.

I will miss you so much...my Jakey, my best friend. Who am I going to babble away excessively now? You always looked at me like you knew exactly what I was saying.

It kills me that you're gone now, my best friend, gone. I love you Jakey.